Dreams
Date today's 23 Aug 05. Dream Wedding Date 07 July 07. Less than 2 years away lol... Looking at it, i doubt that'll be possible haha...
Ok what i'm going to say is to be taken in the right light. ESP YOU (yes kids from church might be reading this haha...).
I am currently not attached, but there is someone i adore alot. Nope, not from our church. Nope, not in Phase 2, definitely in Phase 1 of her life haha... Nope, we're not dating, we don't go on dates AT ALL. Infatuation? Have no idea. Doubt it, but i say that about relationship don't i? Who will believe? Haha... But don't worry, i AM handling this differently. I'm actually WAITING to see what God says. Wooooo! Rare! Haha... Not that i've any choice, seeing how YOUNG she is still. But there is this maturity in her that i respect. She knows too that things might change in the future, and she understands why we should not be making promises we can't keep. So yea she's waiting too. BUT i'm NOT happy with her handling of those idiotic guys around her... >.<
Its been 2 years since we've known each other, about a year since we started getting to know each other really well. Our target's about 2 and a half more years before we reassess and determine if we should date. My gut feel's that it'll prob be close to 9 years (possibly 6 depends...) before she can be sure about herself. Yeah... i'll be an old git by then. Boo... ^^
Its a long time to plan for and wait. There's a high chance everything will just fall apart by itself without us ever starting to date. The thing is, the only way we can be sure is for us to wait. If we ignore everything and rush in right now, yea we'd have a happy, crazy romance, but it'll most definitely be short-lived. I don't want another short "fling". I adore her too much to risk it. Yea, so much so i rather nothing happen at all...
I need time to sort out my life as well anyway. Whether i will become a full-time servant of God or have a successful career in the world, or even better BOTH ^^. Either way, i need stability in order to love. I need to know where i'm going so she can skip along beside me. Now i'm worrying that 6-9 yrs may be too short lol...
Now YOU better be vigilant too my dear... Too many wrong steps would lead to a downfall ar... I'm the best example there is -.-" And yes... i ain't comfortable with your recent "exploits" X.X
Oh oh... you guys have GOT to hear her speak mandarin. LOL.. damn cute and adorable. Ok i'm making her sound like a puppy (pun unintended...) Haha... She needs to learn to loosen up more tho... easily achievable in our church ya!
Yeap yeap thats all folks. Just felt like letting it out haha... I'm STILL single ya... Just not THAT available ^^ Unless of course you THINK you're THE ONE and she's not. Feel free to send your application to justus_tan@yahoo.com.sg hahaha...
Ok what i'm going to say is to be taken in the right light. ESP YOU (yes kids from church might be reading this haha...).
I am currently not attached, but there is someone i adore alot. Nope, not from our church. Nope, not in Phase 2, definitely in Phase 1 of her life haha... Nope, we're not dating, we don't go on dates AT ALL. Infatuation? Have no idea. Doubt it, but i say that about relationship don't i? Who will believe? Haha... But don't worry, i AM handling this differently. I'm actually WAITING to see what God says. Wooooo! Rare! Haha... Not that i've any choice, seeing how YOUNG she is still. But there is this maturity in her that i respect. She knows too that things might change in the future, and she understands why we should not be making promises we can't keep. So yea she's waiting too. BUT i'm NOT happy with her handling of those idiotic guys around her... >.<
Its been 2 years since we've known each other, about a year since we started getting to know each other really well. Our target's about 2 and a half more years before we reassess and determine if we should date. My gut feel's that it'll prob be close to 9 years (possibly 6 depends...) before she can be sure about herself. Yeah... i'll be an old git by then. Boo... ^^
Its a long time to plan for and wait. There's a high chance everything will just fall apart by itself without us ever starting to date. The thing is, the only way we can be sure is for us to wait. If we ignore everything and rush in right now, yea we'd have a happy, crazy romance, but it'll most definitely be short-lived. I don't want another short "fling". I adore her too much to risk it. Yea, so much so i rather nothing happen at all...
I need time to sort out my life as well anyway. Whether i will become a full-time servant of God or have a successful career in the world, or even better BOTH ^^. Either way, i need stability in order to love. I need to know where i'm going so she can skip along beside me. Now i'm worrying that 6-9 yrs may be too short lol...
Now YOU better be vigilant too my dear... Too many wrong steps would lead to a downfall ar... I'm the best example there is -.-" And yes... i ain't comfortable with your recent "exploits" X.X
Oh oh... you guys have GOT to hear her speak mandarin. LOL.. damn cute and adorable. Ok i'm making her sound like a puppy (pun unintended...) Haha... She needs to learn to loosen up more tho... easily achievable in our church ya!
Yeap yeap thats all folks. Just felt like letting it out haha... I'm STILL single ya... Just not THAT available ^^ Unless of course you THINK you're THE ONE and she's not. Feel free to send your application to justus_tan@yahoo.com.sg hahaha...
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